Anna can flirt with girls, and they like it.
I flirt with girls, and they look afraid. Or put off. Or awkward.
This has been the way it's been since we've been together. I'm really starting to get fed up with it.
Why are some girls able to flatter other girls with attention...and some girls aren't? Is there something wrong with me? Is my only option to reserve my attention for men? I'm not going to accept that.
At this point, a girl in my place has two choices. She can a) give up or transform into a straight girl or b) get more confident.
Part of my problem might be in that I look more serious than Anna does when I say things. Possibly women don't mind the attention...so long as they don't think it's sincere. When it's serious.....erm....yeah that's kinda weird. You don't have a penis, so...you're kinda freaking me out.
When we grow resentful at the hypocrisy of others, do we change ourselves to assimilate more successfully into society? Or do we give them the proverbial finger and give newer, fresher energy into being ourselves, world be damned?
A dilemma indeed, but one I think I've solved for the moment. :)
